Always looking to grow in spirituality, knowledge, and experience 3 of my many mottos: Don't make a bad situation worse with a bad attitude. If I feel like Job, maybe that means I'm doing alright. Jehovah sent you the invite. You want Him to welcome you back to the feast, so be the best guest you can be. Don't focus on other guest who may momentarily forget their manners. It's Jehovah's house, He'll address it.